I wanna be a patissiere!!! It started from watching Yumeiro Patissiere. An anime.

I wanna open a cafe next time, but no money... I hope my passion will last until even when I'm grown up. I'll start by making cupcakes! Cupcake adventure...


I had been thinking about putting a layer of strawberry sauce inside the cupcake. I wanna decorate the cupcake!!!

I hope I will be motivated to make delicacies, not like one of those things that I will abandon after a while. Bye!

Hi, after this long time, not so many things happen. Well, a lot, too. haiz, what am I saying. now, i'm listening to 'stimulation' by Shoichi and Spanner.

I went ice skating this Thursday with Dion, Joey and Esther. I was coaching them, but mostly Joey, because Esther was afraid of me to teach her. Basicly, I like to be speedy, so she can't keep up. Yay! I even improved my skating skills!

I went to reach for a while, Esther was also outside. After a while, I went back in with Esther. When I was inside, a boy was blocking my way (because he can't really skate), so I went out a bit. Then there was another boy who came in previously before me, and I went a little out again. There was a young man behind me.

I heard people making a loud noise, so I turn behind. 3 aduts was having a hard time skating (they don't know how to skate properly), they was about to slide down. Too bad they did. They banged into the young man behind me, and they bowled into me!

The boy beside me did not fall, he just watch me fall. I felt myself being bowled into, felt myself being in the air and fell down flat on the ice. The boy did not even help me! But oh well, never mind. I quickly get up by myself (in fact I was the 1st one to stand up among the 4 people that fell down) and skate away.

Esther saw me fall. I went to accompany her, but my butt hurts, so I told her I will be outside. Curse these people! But nevermind. it's not like it's on purpose anyway.

Those love signs are coming back again! This is the 3rd time! Why must this happen, must I have a boyfriend? Maybe this is not the case, but I felt that something ask me to have at least a male companion. No thanks, not unless he's like animes/mangas boys.

I have to do my homework now. there's been a 2 weeks holiday, and I'm laying around. There's school tomorrow. Bye~!

I remembered sometime last week, I was eating dinner at home. There was vegetables, slice (pig), egg soup and rice. I was eating my rice with my face near to the bowl-plate, and I saw a hand putting a slice meat into my bowl-plate. I thought it was my mum, so I asked her, and imagine my suprise when she said it was not her. Who else could that be...?

I was at Kamdar last saturday after Taf to buy a piece of cloth for my Moral project. I don't understand the aim of the project, because my teacher asks us to make a 'Bendera Terpanjang'. How is anyone suppose to make such a long flag? Anyway, i've just bought 2 meters. I was playing around the shop (habit) and I walk without looking down (habit too) and a metal pole -which is sticking out of a pile of cloth- scratched my left knee. It left a mark there...

Today when I was drawing, I heard someone calling out 'Princess!'. Apparently, I was a woman calling out to her dog (or cat). She look quite rich and I have no idea why she would think of searching here. Then she left after some time.

When i was returning from school today, I saw a boy that I've never seen before in my school's neighbourhood. Because if he'd live there, I would have maybe seen him before. I was looking out of the bus and when I saw him I was like, 'Huh, who're you? Yik Juen (someone from my school)? Or someone else?' And he was looking at me, but I didn't feel strange or anything, I think that's because I'm already energy drained after school.

Bye...

Yay! I've just bought my Chrome's trident! Can't wait to make it now!

Today, I went to Taylor's Asaban Feast. C2age (in my opinion) was much more fun. It was boring there and I went back at 3.00pm and went shopping. I remembered some people: Garet, Jian-Yong, Celine, Mamoru, Abby and DarkIris.

In case you (or I) want to know why I'm blogging again (since I didn't blog for a long time), it's because I've read JY's blog, and I feel inspired to blog again. That always happens to me; doing what other people did.

I'm looking forward to Animangaki. My mum ask me don't cosplay there so of course it's NO! I want to cosplay! I've been WAITING!!!

So bad luck that I haven't finished my Sej project. Tomorrow I'm going to do it!!! Oh, and my Sej teacher gave me back my M1 (because I do Maths in Sej class somewhere around last month)...

Ciao!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun.
Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends on your blog to answer this.
Then see what happens.


if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..


1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Of course~


2. Smart?
At least smarter than me, but please don't brag...


3. Preferred age?
Maximum: 2 years older than me~
Minimum: My age!!!


4. Preferred height?
Taller than me maximum by 7 cm...


5. How about sense of humour?
Ok... But I don't need someone who can't be serious...


6. How about piercings?
Ok by me, but not so much until he looks like a gangster...

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of course!!!

8. Pink hair?
No...

9. Mushy or no?
??

10. Thin or fat?
Slim, medium...

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Tanned than me...

12. Long hair or short hair?
Long-ish... But not long until like those in animes.

13. Plastic or metal?
What?

14. Smells good?
...

15. Smoker?
NO!!!

16. Drinker?
NO!!!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Ok ok

18. Muscular?
NO!!! I hate MUSCULAR boys!!!

19. Plays piano?
If he knows, that's ok by me.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
No... I don't like boys who plays guitar...

21. Plays violin?
YES!!!

22. Sings very good?
Ok ok

23. Vain?
NO!

24. With glasses?
Can approve of.

25. With braces?
Not really...

26. Shy type?
Onegaishimasu~ But not shy until look like noob...

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Good boy, of course...

28. Active or passive?
Both is fine.

29. Tight or bomb?
In the middle...

30. Singer or dancer?
Both.

31. stunner?
Huh?

32. Hiphop?
Definitely a NO!!!

33. Earrings?
Fine by me if not too much.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
No...

35. Dimples?
Both are fine.

36. Bookworm?
Not so much, I love books too~

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
A bit, but I don't like soppy boys...

38. Playful?
YES~!

39. Flirt?
NO!

40. Poem writer?
If he likes to write poems, that's fine by me. But I hate reading poems...

41. Serious?
A bit, but not those that don't know how to have fun...

42. Campus crush?
Maybe...

43. Painter?
As a hobby.

44. Religious?
Freethinker.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
In a good way, yes, but not those that says offensive stuffs.


46. Computer games geek? Or Internet freak?
A little of both.


47. Speaks 20 languages?
Yes, so I don't have to talk if we goes travelling~ And he can teach me japanese~


48. Loyal or faithful?
Both?


49. good kisser?
Ahem...

(Sorry if I had no tag anyone, because I don't know many friends that have a blog, and because I took this survey willingly. Taken from Jian-Yong's blog.)

Yes! Tomorrow i have no school! I wonder what should I do? I'm going to see cosplay this Saturday, no cosplay for me because my Chrome's wig haven't arrived yet... T.T

I've just read JY's blog just now and he had a post about Valentine's Day(2009). It was dedicated to a girl (can't tell her name, protect people's privacy) and I didn't knew that boys could be so dedicated. I felt like crying because it was so beautiful~

I've just finished doing my Geo project (except hasil kajian), but Sej haven't because I don't know what to do!!! There was a Wushu jamuan today, but I didn't go because Bisjiun informed me last minute at rehat... I really want to go. (Amos said he can eat more if we didn't go) But I've already paid!!!

I don't know when shall i start Garet's dance training... So troublesome, somemore we live far away...

Bye for now~

Hi, the last time I wrote in this blog is about a month, i guess. I'll try to write in it at least once a week, because I don't want to abandon it again...

I've cosplayed Chrome Dokuro from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. I'm trying to watch a few episodes per day so that I can catch up on her. Actually the time when I'm cosplaying her, I've only watched till the 3rd episode... Now, i'm on the 50th episode.

It's my birthday last Saturday. I've received 52 wishes from facebook. I've never actually expected this much, but oh well. I've received a pair of earring from Suet Ling, a Death Note card from Ashley, a cute doll keychain from my aunty and a laptop from my mum and uncle.

Now, I have to eat. So bye~

HI everyone, I think I'll be making a new blog!

Maybe about my 14 years old life~ My life is kind of different from last year because I had experienced new things like cosplay!

The reason why I'm so gloomy is because in the end, Mun Yu and all didn't dance.

When we ask Ash, she said WE (means Dion, her and me) 'fired' them. We (means me and Dion) didn't even kick them out! She said until like as if we disagree of their participance! Actually, I would LOVE them to join. I pity them...

Ash started behaving funnily. She wants to rule everything. I don't feel like writing now, so maybe next time!

Ciao!

So, guess it's now me talking to myself then. ^^

Today, me and Dion plan to do: OPERATION DISAPPEAR. In case you don't know what it means, let me have a flashback...

***FLASHBACK***

I ask Lionel what would he do if I'd just disappeared. He said he would cry and try to find us.

***BACK TO NOW***

So, I told Dion that, and we decided to see whether if he will do that. Lionel's spy account name is Ryoujin Takagawa. Ryou-chan act as Lionel's cousin.

Seriously, I prefer Ryou-chan rather than Lionel. Ryou-chan is more cheerful, and I just wish that Lionel won't ruin him. Lionel makes me feel abandoned, but Ryou-chan makes me feel happy! But just wish that he won't be ruined...


I saw at Ryoujin's facebook account that his BFF is Dion. So, I'm a bit sad and feeling abandoned. I don't mean to, but you know, it just comes out...

So, I'll treat this blog as my diary and I hope that no one will read this!!!

Hihi^^ I guess not a lot of people knows about and reads this blog, so maybe I'll put whatever crap I wants to...

Today's my school audition for Teacher's Day. I was auditioning with my sis and Ashley. We're dancing Luka Luka Night Fever. The song was so catchy that the teacher is moving around in the chair.

It was a success! The teacher ask us to mix with the guys (Brandon, Mun Yu and 1 more I don't know his name), because our song is too repeatitive. But Ashley doesn't want to. I wish we could mix, because it makes the dance more exciting.

Wish me luck~ ^^

I'm trying to write like at least once a week. I'm trying not to abandon my blog.

Now, I'm listening to Going On from Shugo Chara. I actually wanted to form a dance and sing group. I just need like at least 2 more members for 4 singers song, and 6 more for Berryz Koubou songs. Boys is also allowed, though I don't think these days boys likes to sing. It will be nice though. No one is volunteering.

I don't know what to write in my blog. Just that I realized recently a huge amount of boys keep appearing in front of me and also clues of love. I don't know why, but something seems to encourage me to date. I don't want to break the promise I'd make 4 years ago; I said that I won't date before 15. And so it will be.

I'm thinking of cutting my hair short, but the with ballet, I couldn't. The teacher would think that I'm trying to spoil her system. But I also want to grow my hair until my waist. So I'm thinking, when I've graduated from ballet, I'll cut boy style, then as it grows longer, I'll cut it until the shoulder and then let it keep growing until the waist.

I want to dye a blue streak into my hair. Dion said that she wants to have a red streak. It'll be cool. Until now, I also find it hard to communicate with people. I don't know why. I'm a bit of an anti-social person to whoever I've just met. I realized that I behave like a boy but just inside a girl body.

I remembered something. Today, during school, after assembly, we have to go up to class. When I was carrying my bag, I realized that when I walk past Wei Kang and Yan Jun, they gave me a look that I've never seen before. After that, I told Dion. While talking to her, I grab hold of my sport shirt (which I'm wearing) collar and look at the 2 buttons below it. And then, only I realized that both of the buttons is unbuttoned! No wonder thay gave me that funny look.

Yesterday, I had Wushyu. Since I'm the 'old student' there, I had a new student to train. So, I was training her to kick and she don't know how to adjust. She kick on my head and my specs came off a bit. She apologized and then we went back to training. Lucky thing, it didn't fell.

Then, the instructor ask us to line up in a diagonal line, students behind their 'teachers'. The instructor came to between me and Dion and said, 'Don;t know if it's you or you.' He held out the boxing thing that we use to kick and ask me kick it. Then he ask Dion, and came back to me.

The second time he came to me, I kick it, and he had a funny look on his face. He stablelised (don't know how to spell it correctly) the boxing thing, and ask me to kick it. I kick it everytime with a loud bangimg sound. After several kicks he signals to me to stop and said, 'Wow, can kill people already.' OMG...

The Red Cross team students sitting at the back is looking at us eyes BIG. I don't recognize who they are at first, but after that I saw their faces. It is Wei Kang and his friends. Their faces was like do shocked. Oh well...

Hi everyone. I guess not so many people read my blog,right? I'm sorry that every time I write in my blog, I'll apologize. I just can't keep up the blog-writing habits.

Now, I have another story to write. I don't do comics anymore, unless I've got the mood to. Which I usually don't. I have a habit of not keeping on doing things. I've only got Witchery, Yellow Butterfly, Pounding Heart and Night Fighters to write. I'm trying VERY hard to keep on writing all of this to the end of their stories.

I've got so many ideas on stories. I would be VERY VERY VERY HAPPY if someone would just publish it for ME! Just cheer me on! I don't know who will.

I'm not very good with friends, unless I've met them when I was younger (and when I'm more sociable). Now I'm totally anti-social because most people tries to be who they are not. So I only open up to whoever shows their true colours or speaks Cantonese. I don't really prefer Mandarin. The Mandarin speaking people (especially girls) likes to laugh and mock people.

So, I'll try my best to turn my imagination into a story.