Time has finally passed, huh? Here I am, a year ago thinking that the next December wouldn't come fast, but now, it's the last day of the 'December' I said last year. Have you been enjoying your 2011? If not, I really wish you a happy time next year and the year after. Who knows what'll happen next year? Maybe you'll fall in love, or even suddenly find interest in studies, who knows?

So, I have to log off now and I wish you all a Merry Happy New Year! I'm anticipating what will happen next year and I certaintly don't think the world is gonna end! Think positive and be forgiving and just enjoy life~

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012 :)

Sunday
25/12/2011
1.31am

Merry Christmas to everyone! How have you been enjoying yours?? :) I had an outing today which means yesterday on Saturday, but I don't consider it as tomorrow when I haven't sleep. XD Are you having fun on your Christmas? I hope you do 'cos it only happens once a year.

How I wish Malaysia has snow... But it means that we have to burrow our way out! We could play snowball fights and build snowmen too! XD

Well, my mood is kinda ruined today when the Canon guy said my boy cosplay looks like a girl while Dion looks like a proper boy. It really gets on my nerves, not about Dion, but about the part where he said that I do not look like a boy. I mean, I tried my best and they said that, it's just a stab straight to the heart...

My uncle adds to it too, saying I look more lady which just completely ruins my mood, said it a few times too. And when we're dancing 'Trick and Treat', Mummy said that too and it's the offensive max level. It really kills me... T_T

I felt so offended that I wanna do something offensive... Haiz... Took an arrow to the knee... But it's okay. My uncle said I looked too much like a lady, but I said 'Just watch me. I'm going to look like a proper boy! You bet'cha!'

I'm gonna try really hard!! And also in my studies!! Yeah!!!! JUST WATCH ME. Let's see at the end of next year what I'll be doing...

It's the 123rd post!! Haha! What's more is that I had flu, either caught from somewhere or I make it upon myself. OTZ

Bye now~ :) Enjoy Christmas!!

Thursday
22/12/2011
21:48pm

Apparently, my PMR results aren't that great... :( I feel so somber and sad... Out of 7 subjects, I got 2As, 3Bs and 2Cs. well, I'm lucky that my Cs does not overpower my Bs. Now listening to Yuki Kajiura's 'Little One, So Sweet - Rainbow - Lost Wings'. The title is really suitable for my mood now, but the song is actually cute and jumpy at the start but now it became sentimental... OTZ

Omg, I love this music. The front reminds me of the joy before reaching out for the results and now, the music reminds me of the horrific moment when I saw my results and thought that it was a mixed-up case. I have even been thinking to sms to the goverment for the confirmation of the marks. But I didn't.

I did sobbed a little because of shock, and in front of Mei Thoong's mom at that. I didn't regret it, at least not as much as I think. Why is the music changing! Now it's suits my after effect mood. OTZ Music box version. Ahh, it ended.

Now it's 'A Song of Storm and Fire' live version. I chose the playlist in Youtube. Gives me hope somehow... I'm just babbling right now... Now's the violin solo part. Why am I writing the songs out... I guess I'll just write it based on how the songs compliment my feelings. It sounds like 'Standup. You can do it. Next year.' Omg, what am I saying...

I'm getting weird. Oh, Dion got 5As and 2Bs respectively. I think she deserves it. I am beginning to think if different classes really affects the marks. I know very well that I've tried my best and I'll accept whatever the outcome may be.

'Mezame' is playing now, no idea what it meant. I recommend you check Yuki Kajiura's songs out. They're nice~ I'm like writing one paragraph per song... That's how I felt. This song makes me reflect upon myself. Since yesterday, I told myself that no matter what happened, I shall accept it and head on. Today I found that I accept it a whole lot better than I thought. I realised that I could try all over again next year. :) So, no worries. I'll take that results paper as my burning fuel for next year, my motivation.

Now's 'Yami no Prologue' for the animation 'Crisis Core'. Well, as expected, I got A for English and surprisingly the other for MATHS. Never would have imagined since my Maths is always C. It's a short song.

Now is 'Bloody Rabbit' from Pandora Hearts! No wonder it's so familiar. The 3Bs is for Geography, Science and Malay. C is for History and Kemahiran Hidup Bersekutu. My 2 weakest subjects. Kemahiran Hidup Bersekutu (KHB) means something like home skills. Oh, random, I had a Youtube account :AngelofMagick, which I don't use. OTZ

'To Nowhere' is playing. I think I heard that song before. So, next year's the time to face head on to whatever it may be! I asked Yong Jin to be my half-tutor, seeing that he has 7As, straight As. I wanna be stronger next year and be no longer the frightened me. Hah, so much for the motivational talk, let's see 2 years later...

'Will' is playing. All this songs belongs to Kajiura-san. Anyway, I don't wanna be scared of braces next year if I'm even gonna wear one. I think I will, my teeth is not that nice... I want to be more fearless that I'd ever be and shape myself up for my future even though I know no goals... OTZ 'Tsuyoku naru!', I want to be stronger! But there's always 2 thing that turns me off; Sports Day and Road Run Day. Arghhh!!!

Listening to 'Noir'. And now 'Morning Moon'. It's Kobato's amv they're playing now. Ahh, they are showing the last 2 episode!!! It's so sad!!! I think I had enough of talking... Bye bye~~

Monday
19/12/2011
00.43am

CF is officially finished now... T_T Didn't get to watch the screening. Didn't get to see Shimokawa and Ceui (even though I don't know them XD) because we have to eat with Ashley for lunch for her b'day. Miss out on a lot of things...

But! I finally get to fulfill my dream; to take a pic with Fran from KHR. Dreaming since I saw a Fran in C2AGE 2011. I wanted to cosplay Fran but no money, no time, uncle said Fran does not look like a person but I LOVE him. So cute~!!! I got to take it with him, and a real boy at that! It was kinda awkward because he'd just took off his frog head and did something to his clothes so he asked me to hang-on for a while. He looks so cute! <3 Here's Fran:



Isn't he a cutie pie? Maybe not for some people OTZ But as far as I know, people that knows him doesn't have a grudge over him. He only appears at the back parts of Katekyo Hitman Reborn.

This blog is the process, dumping area and whatnots for me, you can check out my 'outcome' blog at (shake-the-passion.blogspot.com)

That blog is like I said, an 'outcome' blog, which means I dump my finished works there, like cosplay photoshoots, photography and drawing. Do comment there if you do! I did a little photoshoot and wished to update it as soon possible! Went to CF today (day 2) and had a tiny photoshoot with Ashley and my sis. Photograph is taken by Kcee Kua, really nice~~! <3 It cheers me up a lot, knowing that I have nice photos instead of blurry photos that are taken in dark spots of the convention center...

Trying to do a Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) cosplay team with Dion. I'll be doing Ciel, she'll be doing Trancy. There comes a time when I'll finally cosplay Jiggy Pepper (Letter Bee/Tegami Bachi), and that time, my first cool character will come true. By observing my sister and me, people likes cool people more because I had always cosplay cuter charas...

Want to cosplay cool boys and magical girls! My 2 aims! If I manage to do it right, I'll be infinitely happy. My life is complete today; my beloved Gauche Suede had came to me. Yes!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you~!!! Wah!!!

We went and exchange money for coins (RM5 for 1 coin T_T, so expensive, normal is RM4 for 1 coin) to turn out the balls in a machine.We saw Letter Bee and went to put the coins in it, needs 2 coins... Joey, my cousin, is VERY lucky... Wanna cry T_T. She's cosplaying as Niche (she loves her a lot) and got Niche! Not fair!!! Then, Dion went and turned; she got Lag Seeing (my cosplay chara!). I was the last to put the coins, and I was like 'Noir, Noir, please Noir, Noir, Noir!!!' Then I put in the coins and you know what, I got Steak. Sometimes things just doesn't go the way you want. Wait, there's more!

On the 2nd day, we went again, this time Joey's not cosplay, going back to becoming our 'maid'! XD Me, not wanting to give up, went again and hoped, hoped, hoped. 'Noir!!!' I turned, last again, and what do you know, this time it's not Steak but it's Gauche!!! Noir is Gauche's older version, with smaller eyes, but he's still sexy!) I couldn't be happier!! I would cry on that spot if I didn't get him... I was so excited and keep on exclaimed 'Gauche, Gauche!!' Lydion, my tuition friend, were there with me, also exclaiming because she said Gauche is really cool. We tried to open the ball, but can't, and twisted it. After a long time, I got to open it and little Gauche flew all the way from the ball to the floor. Lydion picked him up for me (omg, thanks!! <3) because it's hard for me to bend down in Will's costume. We were squelling. Go keychain Gauche!

Oh, I met a Gauche cosplayer on Day 1 and took a photo with him. He asked for my FB name and I gave him. Is it just me, or ppl can't get my name's spelling correct?? It's okay, if it was me, I'd probably couldn't hear it properly too. XD

I'm sorry if this post is too long. Here's a little pic to accompany:



Lag Seeing's picture is unavailable at the moment because I can't seem to find the file in my laptop (where is IT?!?! Arghhh!!!) and neither can I find it on FB. Been stalking my own photos in FB since yesterday night and can't find any *hearts dropped* except for a pic where we were the background people when the photographer was shooting a cosplayer. At least my face can be seen. /foreveralone.jpeg/

I think that's enough for now. XD Gonna say lotsa things later if I remember! Bye~~ <3

Thursday
15/12/2011
5.26pm

Hello, people! Comic Fiesta (CF for short) is coming soon on this Sat and Sun! I am excited but worried too. Worrying about what I should do, or if I did the right thing... It is the 2nd cosplay event I will be participating this year; the first one's at C2AGE.

I trimmed my Lag Seeing wig today and I am kinda proud of myself! Wanna upload it but my phone's spoiled and I don't really know how to transfer pics from the camera (in short, lazy). Kinda.. Still, I'm not in the mood to organize my pics in a large scale. Made a checklist yesterday night on my phone and Mummy asked me who I'm sms-ing to, so I told her I'm doing a checklist. Made one for tomorrow too, in case I forgot something and goes into depression.

Okay! I shall prepare the letters for Tegami Bachi~ I mean, I prepared it already, just missing the seals and the stamps. Let me go through the checklist:

1. Put contact lens in solution. [CHECKED]
2. Trim Lag's wig. [CHECKED]
3. Do Tegami Bachi's seals and rub pencil lines off envelopes.
4. Create the parcel paper for Ashley's b'day present.
5. Think of plans for Ashley's b'day surprise.
6. Comb Will's wig.
7. Rewatch Pandora Hearts.
8. Stick stamps onto Tegami Bachi's envelopes.
9. Finishing touches of x'mas cards.
10. Test Lag's cosplay.

Only 2 checked... OTZ Gonna continue tomorrow too. Yeah, I am trying to surprise Ashley on CF, but have to think of plan B, C, etc too. Just in case it happened the opposite.

So, now I shall log off and to whoever that's going to CF as a cosplayer or a visitor, gambatte ne!

Tried dancing Stardust Utopia by Vocaloid's Luka Megurine! Oh, that has gotta be the hardest dance ever! But, don't fret! 'Cos I'm not giving up 'till I learn the whole dance! Ganbatte ne!

Learned the dance for until 23 seconds only, which is before she started singing. But I somehow learned it in about 10 mins! XD That's kinda quick for me~ I like Luka and her dances. It's so cool~! The dance I'm learning is really fast and requires lotsa energy that sometimes I panicked.

The modem was down for a few days last week, so that's the reason I haven't update my blog. And also my diary. Yeah, I have a diary, which is inside my laptop for things that are more personal. So the topics here and inside my diary is like 2 different worlds. Kind of. XD

Also known as 'kisu yori mo hayaku'.

It's a manga illustrated by Meca Takana (a pen-name) whom is also mistaken for a male because of the unisex-sounding name. OTZ I was puzzled too. I'm going to introduce the manga and hope that there will be an anime, though they have a drama CD. I LOVE THIS MANGA A LOT. I may have spoken of it before, but I'm not sure. It took more than 2 hours just to crop out parts that I like from chapter 1 and now I know how working feels like. It's really time-consuming.

Faster Than A Kiss focuses on a 16-years-old girl [Kaji Fumino] who had a little bro [Kaji Teppei] and after their parents died, they jumped from one relatives to another. Tired of the whole thing, she decided to quit school and support her brother. She packed and leaves with Teppei, hoping to find a job and a place to stay.

But only her English teacher [Ojiro Kazuma] came to look for her. He found her sitting on a bench in the park when she was about to accept a stranger's request to have sex in exchange for money. Ojiro approached them and the man ran away. He asked Fumino to go back to wherever her place is but she doesn't want to return and challenged her sensei to marry her and take care of her brother. Little did she know, Ojiro did agree. Now, the heart-pumping story starts!

(Disclaimer: This manga/comic is not illustrated by me, nor belongs to me. I'm just a really dedicated fan who happens to have a blog and loves the manga. *bows*)


Kaji Fumino's first appearance! She is misunderstood as a person who likes to fight, but in truth, she is a justifying person~


The teacher, Ojiro Kazuma.


The young wife cosplay! Unknown to the school, they were married. Not officially, since Ojiro did say that this is just temporary while she is still studying and when she reached 18, she is free to find a boyfriend and release their marriage status. But she refused anyway, because she likes Ojiro.


This is where he found her.


Kaji Teppei's first solo appearance! Ah~ So kawaii!


The neighbour, Ryuu, who is a friend of Ojiro and a teacher at Teppei's kindergarten. Ryuu used to be a delinquent with Ojiro.


Fumino attempting to prompt Ojiro to do it with her, and this is his responce:


'If you want to do it, grow them at least to a C.' 'It's not enough...' Arghh!!! But I think the reason he said that is because he wants Fumino to reach 18 before doing it. They have platonic love... T_T


This teacher really are not afraid of being found out, huh...


Ryuu's charm~! It's actually a picture of him (behind with the no.2) and Ojiro. The tiny thing that they are saying is that Ryuu told Fumino that the photographer was beaten up after this shot.


Fumino's past, when her parents died.


Hajimete no Deeto~~ (First Date~~)


This is what I though as well... Except that I don't have a juicy sensei to touch T_T


Took the words outta my mouth


One night at their home


Hide, hide, HIDE!!


He's coming in... I mean, he came in already.


Ooh~ Intimate <3








Sensei saw something...


The train is coming


Did sensei manage to find them...?

GO READ AND FIND OUT!

For me, it's a REALLY nice~ It is a really SWEET manga! Make you want to just hug them!! Plus points: Ojiro is cute and hot, Fumino is cute and pretty, Teppei is so damn CUTE~!!! (\(*.*)/)

Tuesday
05/12/2011
13:23pm

The Internet was down for a few days and I have to bear with Sims2... But at least I managed to created a few nice houses! I'm proud of myself~ I'm especially proud of the townhouse I created; I print-screened it but I can't seem to find the files in my laptop... T_T It looks like a block of brown and milk chocolate. [The time in blogspot is really messed up, so I figured I should define the day, date and time when I write in my blog! It's not like anyone is gonna read it anyway.]

It's been almost a year since I watched Pandora Hearts and it's just a vague memory. Catching up to at least some episodes, or to get a hang on how Alyss (Will of the Abyss) behaves. Well, my CF (Comic Fiesta) charater is a mystery since I didn't tell anyone about it, and when I realized, I chose not to tell. So, I'll let it out here and see who accidently comes across my blog!

CF is a 2-days event hosted in KLCC (Kuala Lumpur Convention Center) this year. I planned to go there early, but I doubted it anyway. On the first day, there will be a special screening of Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo (Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below). And also an appearance of Shimokawa Mikuni and Ceui! It will be held on the 17 & 18 of December and I'm going for 2 days. So, here's my surprise charas~:

Day 1

Lag Seeing (Letter Bee or Tegami Bachi)

Day 2

Alyss or Will of the Abyss (Pandora Hearts)

I am so going to ENJOY and REJOICE in CF! I want it to be my special break~ Oh yeah, last Saturday, we went to IOI Mall and I decided to play that game where you'll have to dance since my cousin is playing those children games. It was really exhausting and my sis got more points than me! It's my second time playing, but it can be awkward when kids stare at you... <(-.-)>

And I realized that the 2 characters I'm cosplaying has white hair, purple eyes and bandage on their leg. I ordered 6 wigs online (including my sis's) and it will take an estimated time of 2-3 weeks to come. What?! It is aimed for CF, isn't it? Well, I hope it will come in time. If not, I'm so freaking gonna kill myself... Not literally. I saw in Candy Candy (an anime) that when you really want to wish for something, you'll have to sacrifice the things that you like. For example, you like eggs, so you quit consuming eggs for that day and use it as a sacrifice to pray for what you need. That's what I did, except I didn't sacrifice that thing I like, I sacrifice my wounds. Sad news...

I kneeled on my knees wounds for 3 days straight and prayed for the wigs to come on time. If a sacrifice is needed for my prayer, I would totally do it. Please, Please, PLEASE!!! I sacrificed and prayed so please COME IN TIME. *seriously depressed*

p.s. Watching ep3 where Oz came into the abyss and the toys running around and laughing is seriously creeping me out...

Well, I want to dedicate this post to my English course teacher, Miss Feon who resigned last Saturday (19/11/2011)... OTZ I'll miss her... The whole class will... I shall wish her good luck in her next job! Here, teacher, if you ever came across my blog:

GOOD LUCK TEACHER FEON!!! DO YOUR BEST AND WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!!

That wasn't like me to say things out loud (and in caps too), because I'm more of an introvert at times. But because I wanted her to know that I really treasure her - even though I knew her 5 months only - I really appreciate the times we spent. Let's not make it so soppy... Kinda feeling funny now. OTZ

But! The day teacher leaved is the first time I got a Band 3 for my essay! Imagine my happiness! Well... Good things will come (or not) for people who did their best, and I truly wanted to say that I give my best in this last essay!!

Hmm... What's more to say... Err, I hope I could do my best in the future Cambridge exams and will adjust to the new teacher. And I hope that I would not be as much as to exhibit an awkward behaviour like not able to speak out and such...

Oh, well~ So long! -Fion

For the first time of this year, I ate:

RAMBUTANS!!!

Well, I don't really know how to describe a rambutan so here's a mere description:

1. Red when ripe, green and bitter when not riped

2. Outside full of thick hairs that looks like roots

3. Inside is an oval soft juicy thing that tastes sweet

Gotta love rambutans... XD

I could take a picture of it if my phone has enough memory space, but sadly and realistically, it doesn't.

Recently I watched - anyway you can read it at the title - OTZ

*DRUM ROLLS*

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
Ta-da!!!


*twinkle twinkle little star instrumental plays in the background*

MORE!


NEXT~


p.s. Nearly scared to death just now... My blog post can't select the fonts like italic and bold (though I'm not using it XD)

p.s.s. Now watching this mandarin video in FB talking about this woman's opinions to people that likes manga/anime and cosplays. So fail; I understand little Mandarin only... Just gonna agak agak what she's saying, it's gonna be easy, lotsa people commented on that video; it is just no good. She deemed the people that does what I listed above as crazy and stuff... Just wanna say 'LOL', mind your manners.

p.s.s.s. QAQ Teacher Feon is gonna leave after this week... Felt like crying. I'm gonna miss you, teacher :'(

Presenting Barbie: Princess Charm School



I watched this a few days ago on Youtube with my sis without subtitles (which I hated so much) and bought the original CD last 2 days, which is Wednesday (with subtitles!!!). It was good, a nice show, but I spotted a few problems which happened, eg:

1. The part where Delancey admitted to Barbie and the gang that she saw them sneaking into her mother's (Dame Devin) room and stole her jewelry. Then, they went to their room to search for the jewelry. The moment when they are walking to their room, Delancy's supposedly altered school uniform resumes it's original form of the uniform. Her costume changed and went back again.

2. The scene where they were required to dance with the students from Prince Charming Academy and Delancy, whom was on the bottom left of the screen, shifted. Shifted her standing place.

Barbie Princess Charm School is about this school for princesses and lady royals, to train them for the royal life. Every year or so, they have a lottery for minors, people that aren't rich. They offered them a chance to go into the school and experiece it, so they could be lady royals. Lady royals refers to people that advices and assists the princess, I think.

Barbie as Blair Willows won the lottery which her sister had entered her in without her knowledge. Soon, she got in but was disliked by Dame Devin, mainly because Dame Devin noticed that Blair looks like Queen Isabella, the woman who was supposed to rule Gardania but died in a car crash. The legend has it that Queen Isabella's family did not all die in the accident. Queen Isabella's crown will glow when worn by the heir.

Dame Devin tried to force her daughter, Delancy, to take over Gardania. Dame Devin was Queen Isabella's sister-in-law and it is rumored that Dame Devin wasn't accepted by any princesses to be their lady royal, so it proves that she is not royalty. Queen Isabella had a daughter, Sophia and a dog called Prince. Prince was instantly buddy buddy with Blair. And at last, Blair was Princess Sophia, happy endings. :)

***Love the headmistress!***

This is the 112th post, arghhh!!! It could be the 111th post if I didn't wrote one post previously.

TODAY IS 11/11/2011, a Friday

But I didn't woke up at 11:11am... T_T Too late, I woke up at around 11:30pm.

Let's celebrate it with a sunset picture I took while on the way to Logos Hope!


And another


Well, I took some photos today but my phone went bonkers and I can't bluetooth it to my laptop. :(

Anyway, enjoy your 'Happy Eleventh' with your loved ones! Have a happy day!!

In fact, holidays had already started. PMR's over and nothing had been of interest to me; I had been playing dress-up games for the past few days (even though it is said that it's childish for my age but nevermind).

I felt like I really have nothing to say here, so maybe I should just post this link to FB and introduce it, but *shakes head* not possible. But I would really LOVE for someone to just read this blog and convince me that I am not a psycho that talks to herself.

Anyway--- I have a (some) quote(s) that I really like, so here goes:



Another


And another


I love those quotes and I hope someone, anyone, could find that it could be of use. So yeah...

Is it just me or am I the only one here in this isolation corner of a blog? It's like it's my own playground that nobody reads and I am crapping here by myself like a sadist. =.=

Seriously, I hoped that more people will read this, but maybe not. Just hopping that no one actually sees my older posts like 1-2 years ago because I sound like a mentally unstable girl talking about what I like that would freak people out.

In FB, Yukio and Isaac apparently had something. Not good in any sense. Someone saw a picture that looks like Yukio and showed it to Isaac. Well, she's only 14, but she does takes pretty obscene pictures in cosplays. And the picture that is shown to him is very gravure and honestly it looks quite like her. Quite. In a shadowed part of her face, it doesn't look like her, so I don't think it's her.

AND, in my story 'The Miracle Doctor', I GIVE UP trying to write 2 books of it. It is so hard to write the first story which is talking about the 6-years-old main character boy, and he is mute. I seriously don't know how to continue the story with a mute boy, his wheelchaired friend, some oldies and only 2 dependable people. I'd thought of writing the story starting from the 2nd book, which is when the main boy turned 15, so it's easier. Maybe he won't be mute anymore.

Finished watching Kobato today and it made me cry a lot! It was a really emotional show; I cried of happiness. Here's a pic of Kobato Hanato with her boss, Ioryogi:



And here's Fujimoto Kiyokazu:




Kobato is about a girl who came to Earth to collect Konpeito (stars) from happy souls (it'll appear in a small bottle with wings) in order to grant her wish of going to where she really wants to go. She found a job in a child care center, Yomogi Nursery, where she works for free with a guy - Fujimoto. Fujimoto was an orphan taken in by Sayaka's (the current boss of the Yomogi Nursery) father and had lived with them. Sayaka's friend, Chitose (whom had appears in Chobits along with Chise and Chiho) gave her a place to stay at her apartment which she is a landlady. Kobato stayed at the room next to Fujimoto.

At first Fujimoto don't really trust Kobato as he thought that she's someone here to threaten Sayaka, but slowly he ease up to her. Fujimoto is a really cool guy where else Kobato is a really happy-go-lucky girl.

Kobato saved up enough stars to have her wish comes true; to go where she wants to be. Fujimoto found out that she'd gone and went in search of her. He found her at the nearby playground and called out to her. A rabbit (Ushagi) was supposed to send Kobato and Ioryogi off.

Fujimoto was shocked that Ioryogi can talk when he explained their situation, as Ioryogi had been pretending to be a soft toy. I cried when Kobato disappear and everyone forgot about her. Kobato disappears from everyone's life. But, Fujimoto felt something important's missing. He thought and thought, and finally, he thought of Kobato. He remembered.

He tried asking everyone, nobody knew, except for Kobato's angel friend, Kohaku. She explained and asked him to listen calmly. 5 years later, Fujimoto fulfilled his ambition to be a lawyer. He went to investigate a case of inheritance; there he met Kobato. She did not remembers him at first, but as she sang (and he plays the piano), flashes of her memories came back. Kobato said she's home and called out his name while hugging him. 'I had been waiting for you for a long time. You're late.' Fujimoto said. And there's where it gets me; I cried hard. Tears of happiness. T_T

Here's a cute Ioryogi as a plushie:



The casts in Kobato (will only show some):


Kobato and Ioryogi themselves :D


Fujimoto-san


The twins (Freya and Chi) from Chobits


The kids from Yomogi Nursery


Kohaku and Kobato

-Kobato gambarimasu!-

PMR reached the 3rd day already and we have a holiday today. One more test to go and I'm free. :) Well, I'm kinda worried weather the results will turn out good or not. Maybe sometimes you felt that you have done your best but when you had received the results, it come out bad. :( I hope that my results is as good as the effort I had put in, but not wishing for anything! I'll accept any results because this is my ability.

I became the witness for PMR too, since I did it for UPSR. For UPSR, I had gotten 4 As out of 5 and it surprised me, and the Science teacher. Maybe if Hoe Kin still teaches us now, we'll get A for Science, cos my Science used to be really bad until he teaches and I got an A in UPSR.

PMR (Penilaian Menengah Rendah) is coming soon and I'm anxious weather I am prepared or not, otherwise it would be such a waste if I got low marks. I was allowed to replace my second trial exams and I did Sejarah at the teachers' room today and beside me, few of the teachers were online in FB. They were checking pictures of events in the school.

I got 56% for Maths (Noooooo. But for the 1st trial, I'd got 50% only so this counts as improvement). For KHB, I got 58% (while in the 1st trial, I got 38%) and now that I realized it, I can't believe that my KHB is better than my Maths. OTZ

I haven't got the others and I still haven't take Geografi, English paper 1&2 and Bahasa Malaysia paper 1. I stayed true to myself and did not 'borrow' my friend's paper, if not, I would have regretted it.

I am restraining myself from writing my new story (because PMR is coming) but couldn't, so I wrote out the drafts, prologue and the first 3 pages of the first chapter today. I did 1 Geografi set and 3 Science sets online at Quizstar.com. I want to improve my results, so I'm trying my best. :)

Well, well, well, if it isn’t me. :) Okay, I’d watched Sekaiichi Hatsukoi to episode 5 (because apparently ep 6 wouldn’t load :( I was anticipating!) They had started doing ‘things’! Oh my god, I am so glad, not because they did ‘things’, but because they’d finally advanced. I broke my specs again. Uggh! I think I’m gonna get a framed one. Here’s a review about two of my favourite animes:

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI (THE WORLD’S GREATEST FIRST LOVE)

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI , YOSHIYUKI HATORI (Seme)/YOSHINO CHIAKI (Uke) – You get the arrangements, the first names will be the Seme (which is the attacker, the aggressive partner) and the second names will be the Uke (the passive partner, the one being attacked, which is my favorite role by the way) It’s a love story between Tori and Chiaki, and they are so cute. They are childhood friend – Tori being the older one – and grew up together. Tori worked as Chiaki’s editor, who draws Shoujo mangas (girls’ comic). Tori became Chiaki’s editor so that he could be closer to Tori, and made sure that Chiaki wouldn’t find out. He is in love with Chiaki for 28 years, which I count it be really long, and they must be old. But they don’t look old.

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI, ONODERA RITSU/MASAMUNE TAKANO – Well, this is the main pair in the show. More or less, to me the every Uke looks the same, so when they changed scene, I’ll be confused. Then, I’ll be like ‘Oh! This is another pair!’Okay, Ritsu worked in Marukawa Publishing because he wanted to show to his colleague that he can be successful on his own without his father’s company; Onodera Publication. Marukawa Publishing sells comics while Onodera Publication sells novel. Ritsu worked on the girls’ comic section, edition storyboards and stuffs, so the office practically looked like a playground; toys and flowers and such are decorated in the office. Okay, get to the point!
Ritsu and Takano had known each other since high school and Takano is the senior. Ritsu was fifteen then, and now’s ten years later, so he’s 25. Ritsu confessed his love to Takano, and they did ‘things’, but I’m unclear if Takano felt the same thing or not. To me, I think that Takano had fallen for him, it’s just that he puts out a cool front. So, 10 years later, they meet again. This time, Takano is Ritsu’s boss and over the time range of 10 years, Ritsu had already suppressed himself from crushing on Takano, but to no avail on their ‘reunition’. Takano, by this time, had fallen for Ritsu even thought Ritsu now rejects him. He vowed and told Ritsu that, ‘I will make you fall in love with me’, which is kinda disturbing if I’m Ritsu. I’m sure he feels that too. So slowly and slowly, step by step, I am confident that Takano will be successful in capturing his heart. And I can’t help but kept replaying and replying the part when Takano touches Ritsu’s head in, I think, episode 4!

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI, KOU YUKINA /SHOUTA KISA– My favourite Uke in the show; Kisa! He is so cute, he’s 30 but is mistaken to be younger because he has a baby face. He talks funny and cute; I mean he’s like a little boy. I’m dotting for him! His relationship hasn’t showed up in the show yet, and I don’t even know who’s Kou yet. Kisa is the guy that sits beside Ritsu, they are both editors. In wikipedia, it was stated that Kisa is someone who doesn’t think that he couldn’t be capable of a serious relationship, so he questions his love for Kou and doesn’t hold out much hope for them to be in a relationship. Where else, it is stated that Kou is willing to fight to make Kisa understand that the feelings between them are real and that Kisa is able to actually fall in love. Aww~ Well, based on the descriptions, I think this will be my favorite couple in this show. :)

JUNJOU ROMANTICA/EGOIST/TERRORIST (PURE/EGOIST/TERRORIST ROMANCE)

JUNJOU ROMANTICA, AKIHIKO USAMI (Seme)/ TAKAHASHI MISAKI (Uke) – It focuses on an 18 years old boy who had entrance exams to take so he ended up in his brother’s friend’s place, whom is Usami. Usami is supposed to tutor Misaki – Misaki founded out that Usami had a one-sided love for Misaki’s elder brother; Takahiro – and Misaki improved. In the first episode, it shows that Usami ‘attacked’ Misaki (not going in on the details) in Usami’s bedroom when Misaki first came to his house and found a Boys’ Love comic on the table, written by Usami with a pen name. The comic’s main characters consist of Usami and Takahiro’s name. Misaki is enraged because Usami uses his brother’s name in an inappropriate comic. Supposedly, after a while, Takahiro is getting engaged before Usami even confessed to him, in fear of ruining their friendship. Well, Takahiro is straight. He has a polite and pretty wife. Somewhere in the story, Usami loved Misaki instead of Takahiro.
Finally, the show came to a part I was anticipating for. I was waiting for Misaki to do the FIRST MOVE. And he did! In I think the last episode, where I was cheering, ‘Misaki, do it! Do it!’ I was so extremely happy, and Misaki looked so cute with the ‘I’ll do it this time, so please don’t tease me’ kinda look! My nose was practically spurting blood of happiness. (Sorry if I sound psycho) But then, in the end, Usami still takes the lead, indicating that he’ll let Misaki do it if Misaki ‘is prepared to do the first move’. I hope there’s a season 2. They are my favorite couple on Junjou, and they have a 10 year gap between them.

JUNJOU EGOIST, NOWAKI KUSAMA/KAMIJOU HIROKI – Hmm, the interesting couple. The couple that I liked to see the most, also considered as my favorite couple. You see, in this case, the attacker is the younger one while the passive one is older by 4 years. The passive guy, Hiroki, is a really bad tempered guy and a guy, who in my opinion, tries to hides his feelings for Nowaki (which means typhoon). He tries to argue back the things that embarrass him, but behind this façade, he’s actually a shy guy who gets flustered easily. His face is always getting red and he starts getting annoyed when Nowaki looks for him in his office, which is in a university. Nowaki always tries his best to match up to Hiroki’s standard in career and there was a time where Hiroki thought that Nowaki was going to leave him, when the truth is, Nowaki cramped his studies overseas into 1-2 years just so that he could come back faster to Hiroki. Well, my favorite part is in the library, because for once, Hiroki looked soft and helpless. >:D

JUNJOU TERRORIST, YOU MIYAGI/TAKATSUKI SHINOBU – I like this couple too. Seems like I like every couple in the Junjou series. Haiz… This case is about this 18 years old high school boy who barged into Miyagi’s life. But the catch here is; Shinobu was Miyagi’s brother-in-law before Miyagi divorces Shinobu’s sister. I suspect he’s straight but he teases Hiroki (Egoist) a lot, so he’s kinda suspicious. Years ago, Miyagi fell in love with his high school teacher who had to quit teaching because she’s really sick. Miyagi visited her often and takes care of her. The teacher told him to let go even though she knows the fact that he loves her, because she knows that if she dies, he’s going to suffer the loss.
Being stubborn and true to his heart, Miyagi held on until the day of her death. The teacher’s parents’ painstakingly told Miyagi, ‘Just let go. Our daughter’s dead now’.Miyagi still loved her ‘till now, which is over 10 years. Miyagi’s feelings toward Shinobu was unwaveringly ignorant. He doesn’t want to be in a relationship with Shinobu, when actually Miyagi loves Shinobu, except that he hasn’t gotten over the teacher. The teacher had asked him to relief himself from her and leads a good life, but he refused. So there was a time where Shinobu had to fly back to America or something which is where he came from before he came to Japan to see Miyagi. Miyagi requested the teacher to forgive him for loving Shinobu while running to the airport.When he arrives; he stops Shinobu and told him not to leave. Shinobu cried on the airport, well, quite loudly and walk to the exit of the airport with his head down sobbing while holding onto Miyagi’s clothes whom was holding his trolley luggage. Hmm, cute.

The Internet connection is back after 2 days. Phew...

We have a holiday for Hari Malaysia yesterday and I went to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0. It was a nice show and it's hilarious. I love the part where the main character (Hero Huang) and a girl went to the 1st place to learn how to cook the Nasi Lemak, because Hero's shop closed down.

When they arrived in Malacca, the place was like a mansion. It's quiet and creepy, they called out but nobody was home. And there's where it becomes scary. They felt something ran across the door in white and someone passed behind them. To the audience it was not so scary as compared to if you are the one experiencing that.

The music was loud and I covered my face with my jacket, when suddenly, the music stopped and the two things that had been flitting stood behind them. It was a Nyonya couple. But 2 of the cast are men, so the wife had to cross-dress.

I thought that after this, everything will be okay, but no. The girl went to the bathroom to brush her teeth when suddenly she saw a pair of leg and a red dress. She looked up and someone's hanging there, so she screamed. It was the wife.

So the girl went out and reported this to Hero, but he said that it was just her imagination. Hero look up slowly - a scared expression - and turned around. The girl felt suspicious so she turned too. Then, there was a Chinese zombie standing there.

They agreed to stay for 5 days to learn. They sat at the dinner table, starting to eat their dinners when the light went out. When it comes back on, they saw 2 woods, the kind of wood that Chinese uses to replace tombstones, like an altar. They screamed and drove off. Actually, the couple were bored so they decided to prank people. They only stayed for 2 days.

I think if I ever experience this situation, I would stand there and go mental.

Hey! Today I finally finished my first novel! Imagine writing your own book! I am so happy and proud of myself. *beams* Even though it has only 9 chapters and roughly 54 pages, I hope people will enjoy it. Thank you. *bows*

Oh, and I'd started learning KARA's Jumping dance and SS501's Love Like This and A Song Calling For You!

Upon waking up in the morning, I felt so heavy. Even though I’d slept for more than 9 hours. Normally, I would wake up and not sleep again, but this time, it’s different. I feel hot so I remove my blanket. I wanted to wake up, but I did not have the energy to wake up, so I slept for another 30 minutes without actually sleeping. I saw my sister, Dion, exiting the room, so I thought that I should too.

I went out, and found out that Mummy is cooking pancakes, like I told her yesterday. I was really excited that I offered to help her. She haven’t start, and I feel stuffy, so I on the fan and sit back on a chair. I decided to drink some cold drinks so I took out the soya bean and drink. It was so delicious that I drank a lot, but after that I felt like vomiting.

After helping Mummy cook the pancake, I felt like throwing up. I went to the basin, suffered for a while, and vomited. What a waste of soya bean… All of it was thrown out. After that, we went to Subway and I don’t feel like eating so I drank Jasmine tea. It was so hot, so I have to wait for a long time for it to cool down. And now I’m back, after refilling the tea with hot water. A lot of gas was stuck in my chest, but now I feel better.

Oh my god, I am disappointed at myself this exam. I got 45% for Sejarah, even though I had read and am confident that I would get a B, at the least 55% which is a C. For Geographi, I got 50% while shooting half of the questions. Khb, I got 38%, which I am not proud of, I mean why would I be. One more mark and I'll pass, so I guess I'll be seeing red in my results paper soon. :(

For the first time in my life, I tried the 'peribahasa' choice in paper 2. I thought I wrote it quite lamely, but amazingly, I got 66%! For the last two exams, it's just less than 66%. :) I am so proud. I got 30/40 for Science paper 1 and 25/40 for Maths. Hope all comes out fine! English!

Today, after coming back from Carrefour, I found out that I'd left my Seventeen magazine there. I asked the the janitors but they didn't saw it, or it's just that the doesn't know what I'm talking about. ;( Guess it's gone. I am having a one week holiday now, and I want to swim! Oh, and a new Barbie movie (Barbie and the Princess Charm School) will be out soon!

Tomorrow is my birthday! I hope that I can be happy and enjoy my years to come. I hope to be a successful person, and never to break promises! =)

I'd just found a really interesting site. There is a post; 'Weird Things Customers Say In Bookshops' and it's really funny. I'll post the link here:

http://jen-campbell.blogspot.com/2011/05/weird-things-customers-say-in-bookshops.html

Do check it out! =D This woman is apparently a writer, works in books-selling, finished her first short story collection and interviews authors. Hope you'll enjoy it!

Subject / 1st Term / 2nd Term

B.Melayu / 62 / 55

English / 91 / 83

Mathematics / 74 / 72

Science / 64 / 65

Geography / 62 / 63

Sejarah / 64 / 57

KHB / 83 / 64

Mean Marks / 71.14 / 66

*Some of the marks may be incorrect, but it is a really close estimation.

I LOVE BOOKS, and I want to buy more. However, I bought a non-fiction book today and it's nice. The title's Twilight Children by Torey Hayden. Even though the title may sound like it, but it's not a fantasy story.



The summary:

While working in the children's psychiatric ward of a large hospital, Torey was introduced to seven-year-old Cassandra, a child who had been kidnapped by her father and was found dirty, starving and picking through rubbish bins to survive. She refused to speak, so Torey could only imagined what she had been through. Drake, by contrast, was a charismatic four-year-old who managed to participate fully in his pre-school class without uttering a single word. Last, there was Gerda, eighty-two, who suffered a massive stroke and was unwilling to engage in conversation with anyone. Although Torey had never worked with adults, she agreed to help when all other efforts had failed.

*summary copied directly from the back of the book.

As stated at the title, I went to the cinema to watch Kung Fu Panda 2, including my baby cousin. The outing was for her since she is a big fan of the show, except that she didn't say that.

Overall it was great, a lot of funny scenes and I'd just remember an awkward moment when Esther (my cousin) was laughing and her younger sister (5) asked her, 'Jie, what are you laughing for?' To me the scene was funny (except that I wasn't exactly laughing), but maybe to a 5 year old, it just doesn't make sense.

The outing is a bit chaotic, when my baby cousin and her older sister (the 5 year old girl) keep on walking loudly on the wood platform in Popular and running around. But I did read Singapore True Ghost Story #21.

I had an estimation of RM 220 in my purse, but ended up with only RM 32 (exclude coins). The reason I bought this lot is because I'd just received my allowance and it's been a long time since I've spend much. I normally buy books and stationaries, or sometimes birthday presents. I spent 2 night at Ashley's house, Thursday to Saturday. Let me list out the things I'd bought:

Thursday -The Saga of Darren Shan #11 (1 more to go!), The Saga of Larten Cresply (new book!), Tegami Bachi (anime), ice-skating entrance fee RM 23, Kuroshitsuji and KHR poster.

Friday -A magnetic bookmark (2 in a package) and a bookmark.

Saturday (today) -2 mangas (comics) and Seventeen magazine.

All in all, it'll last me a long time, 5 books...

First off, I have started watching The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya since yesterday and never got round to finishing it because the loading was really slow. I am only in part 2/11 now.

And for the first time, I had managed to do an octopus sausage after trying to do it for 2 years! Here's a pic:



Ohohohohohohoho~!

I cut my hair today and I've been wondering if I had made a very bad mistake... Maybe it's because I'm not used to seeing myself with short hair. I feel so down now, because I originally wanted a long boy cut, but I ended up getting a bob, which makes me look like an aunty.

Long hair


Now


T.T

I went to Lionel's birthday party today, went for supper (for fun) and came back just a little while ago. It was nice altogether, and this is my first time going to a birthday party that isn't for children, he is 14, my first time teenager party. Me, Dion and Ashley was hogging the laptop and we went online to search for Vocaloid dances. It was really convenient since the laptop is connected to the big TV, on behalf of the party. But it's not so convenient for going on facebook. Haha XD

We (us 3 stated above) secretly grabbed some leftover+forgotten goodies from the party, so I have to hid the goodies behind me when I said goodbye to Lionel's mother. They organised a competition in which you can sing or dance, so we chose to dance SNSD's Oh! which we had performed together before. We got 2nd place! I am so happy, but we're a noobie group. When they announced our name, all 3 of us is sitting, staring stupidly at the prize announcer. But I enjoyed it!

All things about cosplay will be post in "fioncly.blogspot.com", do check it out! =)

P.S. For some unknown reason, I can't put in the link OTZ

Here are some pics from C2AGE day 1:


Me with Usui~


Me with Yukio and Zheok =)


Me with Dennis >:D

And finally my favourite photo *_*

Me with Yui and Hinata!!!

C2AGE day 2 photos:


Yukio (pink hair) and Jane =D


With day 2 Usui~ (Look like brothers?? XD)

That's all, so little pics...