I had this blog for about a few years now and I've came a long way. I stopped this blog about a year ago due to security and personal reasons and had been afraid to blog here ever since. This blog is what I worked so hard at creating and making a life out of, but unfortunately it ceases to continue.

But. If you want to continue catching up on what I'm doing, you are welcomed to do so at my new blog. :) I've actually contemplated about giving out my new blog's url.

den-of-a-bookworm.blogspot.com

I really can't leave blogging alone. OTZ I have to write and express somehow or I feel like I'm wasting my life. Life goes on with me having a blog, a digital diary and a book diary. Yeah, I'm greedy like that. Now I have something new; I have a game blog where I post summaries for the games I'm currently playing, which is just 2. LOL

I really really love this blog and it pains me to stop it. I even changed the url, which is why it sounds so weird.

I was just 13 (first year of secondary school) when I started blogging and now I'm 17 and in my last year of secondary school! It really feels like I've came a loooooong way. I used to think I would be in school forever but now, in about 4 months, I'll be officially out of school. Which is kinda sad actually, if you think about it. ;_;

But then again, I have a whole new life waiting for me. I'm going to college soon, and its gonna be so different. I'm gonna miss secondary school. I feel so grown up now and I see all my friends and cousins grow - it feels so weird. We used to be kids and now we're talking about colleges and boys and stuff. I don't have a boyfriend by the way and not planning to have one soon. XD

I seem to find being single very rewarding and I'm loving it every moment. I can do more stuff with my friends and just enjoy being with myself and my family. I really do not want to get a bf anytime soon but my Mum says that when I go to college, its bound to happen. ;_; At least not so quick please - I wanna study and make myself rich and do all the stuff I love before I attach myself to someone.

A lot had happened since I was 13. First was growing up, then finding myself. I used to be this cowardly and unsociable girl. I used to be so insecure that whenever I see schoolmates in shopping malls, I'd hide at once. Now that I think about it, its so goddamn embarrassing. *face palm* But now I'm glad I left that all behind - I grew more sociable that I actually love having friends. And I'd shamelessly wave or go up to friends (or schoolmates) whenever I see them outside. The me ages ago wouldn't even dare to dream. But you (referring to the younger me) don't have to worry now - you have it all in your hands. :)

I know the younger me would be so proud to know that I have break through the obstinate layer between me and the world. Oh God, I feel like crying now. OTZ But I actually am glad that I grew stronger and braver.

I started believing in myself and the things that I can do. My Mum had always told me that I can do a lot of stuff, but I have a low self-esteem. I believed in myself when I did my Cambridge's CAE test last Dec and see what I got! I got an A! I was so goddamn happy I could burst out crying in public. LOL I ranked 4th in my course class out of about 20 kids, which means I surpassed the older kids. Secretly feeling happy about it. Hehehehe.

Its getting kinda lengthy now and if you wanna catch up with me and beyond, do check out my current blog!

Loves to all of you~ <3

"GOODBYE, THIS BLOG."