Arghh!!! Why am I watcing Junjou Romantica on the night before my exams!!! I should be studying... It's so addictive... OTZ I love Misaki and Suzuki!!!


Misaki is the brown hair guy and Suzuki is, ahem... the BEAR <3

I shall study aferwards... Tomorrow will be Sejarah and BM. I hope I can at least get a B, because I've studied earlier.

P/S I even restrain myself from reading my new bought Darren Shan book, so that my mind won't be distracted

P/SS Junjou is a ...gay... show...

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I finally decided not to doodle in my drawing book and draw properly instead. I tried to be patient while drawing and not rush because I'm an impatient person. =(

So here goes~






1st time drawing scenery (it's a doodle XD)


2nd time draw scenery with help and advices from my Art teacher =)


3rd time drawing scenery, by myself, Teddy Bear idea heard from my cousins


AND LASTLY, a picture of me taken by my uncle (he said I look like a killer) pink comb=knife XD

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I changed my template, thus making it hard for me to navigate around my own blog. OTZ

I'd just realized that ever since I am dumped in 3 Sigma, nobody knows my phone number, except Amanda, since she need to sms me if anything about cheerleading came up. \('')/ Which reminds me, unfortunately the whole cheerleading event was cut off. OTZ I was using my study time to practice... And after school time... I even missed my school van... Haiz...

But nevermind, next year if got any events, maybe I'll join. =) Next Wednesday exams start, and they organised BM and SEJ to be held on the first day... WHY?! This 2 is 2/4 of my weak subjects... Oh my lord... But I shall try my best! I wonder if I could aim to get 1st in class (previously I was 4th), since the competition is not so high compared to Epsilon class (which I am in during Form 1 and Form 2).

I want to achieve results that I've never achieved before, so I study hard this year, but luckily the result does show. *_* /relieved/ I managed to get only As and Bs on my PMR subjects. I was getting a perfect record of As and Bs in all my subject, until the last paper was passed out. PENDIDIKAN SENI C. WHAT?! OTZ I feel like disappearing since art is my favourite subject, and with a mere 5 marks, I could get a B. /dies/

I will study for this upcoming test! I read History during assembly, read Geography in every free time, did a quick test on Science Form 1 chapter 1-5 before recess, continue quick test chapter 6, listened in class, went home and read the BM novel. All in one day today... I didn't know I could do it... It's almost like I'm forcing myself, maybe I am -.-

Be positive, I shall take my leave!

Listening to Perfect Crime by Len and Luka. My right thumb that I slammed onto my uncle's car is healing. It was black for a few months, and come to think of it, January is when I slammed my thumb and now it's May. It feels like such a short time. Time is passing so fast. OTZ Today is 09, next week 16 and the next 21, and in a blink of an eye, May is gonna end.
Yesterday, at Carrefour, I manage to pluck out my half-out nail. I showed my grandfather and he offered to pluck it for me, but I hesitated, went into a shop which my mum and sis is in, and slowly pluck, twist, and pluck the nail out. And then, now my thumb looks squashed and the nail that did not break off, reached only the half of the thumb, it looks a bit strange to me.
The optician aunty asked about my thumb last 2 days, and I told her. 'Poor thing, little kids always get this kind of injury, but you're a big girl already,' is what she told me. I know I am clumsy and most of the time unconcious of my surroundings. OTZ

I got really inspired to get a penpal after I read some book. I wonder if I'm going to find a good penpal, because-- you'll never know if a pervert befriended you, or worse a murderer. =(

I went to this penpal site and they ask me to givemyself a nickname. And since I don't like nicknames for myself, I put my real name. It. Was. Taken. Oh my god! Does that mean there is somebody with my name?

I think I'm gonna find him/her, but also maybe not. He/She may think that I'm some kind of psycho or something. I would freak out too if someone with the same name as me befriended me.

Oh yeah, there is a dancing competition coming up next Saturday and I'm participating. It's mainly cosplay, but I had decided not to go cosplay that day. I just hope that I'll be okay. I should be okay. Should be.

I know it had been a long time since I last wrote in my blog. And I also know that nobody reads my blog. It's been empty for almost 2 years. I started this blog when I was in the first year of secondary school. So I think it would be worthwhile if I continue now. =)

I wanna be a patissiere!!! It started from watching Yumeiro Patissiere. An anime.

I wanna open a cafe next time, but no money... I hope my passion will last until even when I'm grown up. I'll start by making cupcakes! Cupcake adventure...


I had been thinking about putting a layer of strawberry sauce inside the cupcake. I wanna decorate the cupcake!!!

I hope I will be motivated to make delicacies, not like one of those things that I will abandon after a while. Bye!

Hi, after this long time, not so many things happen. Well, a lot, too. haiz, what am I saying. now, i'm listening to 'stimulation' by Shoichi and Spanner.

I went ice skating this Thursday with Dion, Joey and Esther. I was coaching them, but mostly Joey, because Esther was afraid of me to teach her. Basicly, I like to be speedy, so she can't keep up. Yay! I even improved my skating skills!

I went to reach for a while, Esther was also outside. After a while, I went back in with Esther. When I was inside, a boy was blocking my way (because he can't really skate), so I went out a bit. Then there was another boy who came in previously before me, and I went a little out again. There was a young man behind me.

I heard people making a loud noise, so I turn behind. 3 aduts was having a hard time skating (they don't know how to skate properly), they was about to slide down. Too bad they did. They banged into the young man behind me, and they bowled into me!

The boy beside me did not fall, he just watch me fall. I felt myself being bowled into, felt myself being in the air and fell down flat on the ice. The boy did not even help me! But oh well, never mind. I quickly get up by myself (in fact I was the 1st one to stand up among the 4 people that fell down) and skate away.

Esther saw me fall. I went to accompany her, but my butt hurts, so I told her I will be outside. Curse these people! But nevermind. it's not like it's on purpose anyway.

Those love signs are coming back again! This is the 3rd time! Why must this happen, must I have a boyfriend? Maybe this is not the case, but I felt that something ask me to have at least a male companion. No thanks, not unless he's like animes/mangas boys.

I have to do my homework now. there's been a 2 weeks holiday, and I'm laying around. There's school tomorrow. Bye~!

I remembered sometime last week, I was eating dinner at home. There was vegetables, slice (pig), egg soup and rice. I was eating my rice with my face near to the bowl-plate, and I saw a hand putting a slice meat into my bowl-plate. I thought it was my mum, so I asked her, and imagine my suprise when she said it was not her. Who else could that be...?

I was at Kamdar last saturday after Taf to buy a piece of cloth for my Moral project. I don't understand the aim of the project, because my teacher asks us to make a 'Bendera Terpanjang'. How is anyone suppose to make such a long flag? Anyway, i've just bought 2 meters. I was playing around the shop (habit) and I walk without looking down (habit too) and a metal pole -which is sticking out of a pile of cloth- scratched my left knee. It left a mark there...

Today when I was drawing, I heard someone calling out 'Princess!'. Apparently, I was a woman calling out to her dog (or cat). She look quite rich and I have no idea why she would think of searching here. Then she left after some time.

When i was returning from school today, I saw a boy that I've never seen before in my school's neighbourhood. Because if he'd live there, I would have maybe seen him before. I was looking out of the bus and when I saw him I was like, 'Huh, who're you? Yik Juen (someone from my school)? Or someone else?' And he was looking at me, but I didn't feel strange or anything, I think that's because I'm already energy drained after school.

Bye...