In fact, holidays had already started. PMR's over and nothing had been of interest to me; I had been playing dress-up games for the past few days (even though it is said that it's childish for my age but nevermind).

I felt like I really have nothing to say here, so maybe I should just post this link to FB and introduce it, but *shakes head* not possible. But I would really LOVE for someone to just read this blog and convince me that I am not a psycho that talks to herself.

Anyway--- I have a (some) quote(s) that I really like, so here goes:



Another


And another


I love those quotes and I hope someone, anyone, could find that it could be of use. So yeah...

Is it just me or am I the only one here in this isolation corner of a blog? It's like it's my own playground that nobody reads and I am crapping here by myself like a sadist. =.=

Seriously, I hoped that more people will read this, but maybe not. Just hopping that no one actually sees my older posts like 1-2 years ago because I sound like a mentally unstable girl talking about what I like that would freak people out.

In FB, Yukio and Isaac apparently had something. Not good in any sense. Someone saw a picture that looks like Yukio and showed it to Isaac. Well, she's only 14, but she does takes pretty obscene pictures in cosplays. And the picture that is shown to him is very gravure and honestly it looks quite like her. Quite. In a shadowed part of her face, it doesn't look like her, so I don't think it's her.

AND, in my story 'The Miracle Doctor', I GIVE UP trying to write 2 books of it. It is so hard to write the first story which is talking about the 6-years-old main character boy, and he is mute. I seriously don't know how to continue the story with a mute boy, his wheelchaired friend, some oldies and only 2 dependable people. I'd thought of writing the story starting from the 2nd book, which is when the main boy turned 15, so it's easier. Maybe he won't be mute anymore.

Finished watching Kobato today and it made me cry a lot! It was a really emotional show; I cried of happiness. Here's a pic of Kobato Hanato with her boss, Ioryogi:



And here's Fujimoto Kiyokazu:




Kobato is about a girl who came to Earth to collect Konpeito (stars) from happy souls (it'll appear in a small bottle with wings) in order to grant her wish of going to where she really wants to go. She found a job in a child care center, Yomogi Nursery, where she works for free with a guy - Fujimoto. Fujimoto was an orphan taken in by Sayaka's (the current boss of the Yomogi Nursery) father and had lived with them. Sayaka's friend, Chitose (whom had appears in Chobits along with Chise and Chiho) gave her a place to stay at her apartment which she is a landlady. Kobato stayed at the room next to Fujimoto.

At first Fujimoto don't really trust Kobato as he thought that she's someone here to threaten Sayaka, but slowly he ease up to her. Fujimoto is a really cool guy where else Kobato is a really happy-go-lucky girl.

Kobato saved up enough stars to have her wish comes true; to go where she wants to be. Fujimoto found out that she'd gone and went in search of her. He found her at the nearby playground and called out to her. A rabbit (Ushagi) was supposed to send Kobato and Ioryogi off.

Fujimoto was shocked that Ioryogi can talk when he explained their situation, as Ioryogi had been pretending to be a soft toy. I cried when Kobato disappear and everyone forgot about her. Kobato disappears from everyone's life. But, Fujimoto felt something important's missing. He thought and thought, and finally, he thought of Kobato. He remembered.

He tried asking everyone, nobody knew, except for Kobato's angel friend, Kohaku. She explained and asked him to listen calmly. 5 years later, Fujimoto fulfilled his ambition to be a lawyer. He went to investigate a case of inheritance; there he met Kobato. She did not remembers him at first, but as she sang (and he plays the piano), flashes of her memories came back. Kobato said she's home and called out his name while hugging him. 'I had been waiting for you for a long time. You're late.' Fujimoto said. And there's where it gets me; I cried hard. Tears of happiness. T_T

Here's a cute Ioryogi as a plushie:



The casts in Kobato (will only show some):


Kobato and Ioryogi themselves :D


Fujimoto-san


The twins (Freya and Chi) from Chobits


The kids from Yomogi Nursery


Kohaku and Kobato

-Kobato gambarimasu!-

PMR reached the 3rd day already and we have a holiday today. One more test to go and I'm free. :) Well, I'm kinda worried weather the results will turn out good or not. Maybe sometimes you felt that you have done your best but when you had received the results, it come out bad. :( I hope that my results is as good as the effort I had put in, but not wishing for anything! I'll accept any results because this is my ability.

I became the witness for PMR too, since I did it for UPSR. For UPSR, I had gotten 4 As out of 5 and it surprised me, and the Science teacher. Maybe if Hoe Kin still teaches us now, we'll get A for Science, cos my Science used to be really bad until he teaches and I got an A in UPSR.

PMR (Penilaian Menengah Rendah) is coming soon and I'm anxious weather I am prepared or not, otherwise it would be such a waste if I got low marks. I was allowed to replace my second trial exams and I did Sejarah at the teachers' room today and beside me, few of the teachers were online in FB. They were checking pictures of events in the school.

I got 56% for Maths (Noooooo. But for the 1st trial, I'd got 50% only so this counts as improvement). For KHB, I got 58% (while in the 1st trial, I got 38%) and now that I realized it, I can't believe that my KHB is better than my Maths. OTZ

I haven't got the others and I still haven't take Geografi, English paper 1&2 and Bahasa Malaysia paper 1. I stayed true to myself and did not 'borrow' my friend's paper, if not, I would have regretted it.

I am restraining myself from writing my new story (because PMR is coming) but couldn't, so I wrote out the drafts, prologue and the first 3 pages of the first chapter today. I did 1 Geografi set and 3 Science sets online at Quizstar.com. I want to improve my results, so I'm trying my best. :)

Well, well, well, if it isn’t me. :) Okay, I’d watched Sekaiichi Hatsukoi to episode 5 (because apparently ep 6 wouldn’t load :( I was anticipating!) They had started doing ‘things’! Oh my god, I am so glad, not because they did ‘things’, but because they’d finally advanced. I broke my specs again. Uggh! I think I’m gonna get a framed one. Here’s a review about two of my favourite animes:

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI (THE WORLD’S GREATEST FIRST LOVE)

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI , YOSHIYUKI HATORI (Seme)/YOSHINO CHIAKI (Uke) – You get the arrangements, the first names will be the Seme (which is the attacker, the aggressive partner) and the second names will be the Uke (the passive partner, the one being attacked, which is my favorite role by the way) It’s a love story between Tori and Chiaki, and they are so cute. They are childhood friend – Tori being the older one – and grew up together. Tori worked as Chiaki’s editor, who draws Shoujo mangas (girls’ comic). Tori became Chiaki’s editor so that he could be closer to Tori, and made sure that Chiaki wouldn’t find out. He is in love with Chiaki for 28 years, which I count it be really long, and they must be old. But they don’t look old.

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI, ONODERA RITSU/MASAMUNE TAKANO – Well, this is the main pair in the show. More or less, to me the every Uke looks the same, so when they changed scene, I’ll be confused. Then, I’ll be like ‘Oh! This is another pair!’Okay, Ritsu worked in Marukawa Publishing because he wanted to show to his colleague that he can be successful on his own without his father’s company; Onodera Publication. Marukawa Publishing sells comics while Onodera Publication sells novel. Ritsu worked on the girls’ comic section, edition storyboards and stuffs, so the office practically looked like a playground; toys and flowers and such are decorated in the office. Okay, get to the point!
Ritsu and Takano had known each other since high school and Takano is the senior. Ritsu was fifteen then, and now’s ten years later, so he’s 25. Ritsu confessed his love to Takano, and they did ‘things’, but I’m unclear if Takano felt the same thing or not. To me, I think that Takano had fallen for him, it’s just that he puts out a cool front. So, 10 years later, they meet again. This time, Takano is Ritsu’s boss and over the time range of 10 years, Ritsu had already suppressed himself from crushing on Takano, but to no avail on their ‘reunition’. Takano, by this time, had fallen for Ritsu even thought Ritsu now rejects him. He vowed and told Ritsu that, ‘I will make you fall in love with me’, which is kinda disturbing if I’m Ritsu. I’m sure he feels that too. So slowly and slowly, step by step, I am confident that Takano will be successful in capturing his heart. And I can’t help but kept replaying and replying the part when Takano touches Ritsu’s head in, I think, episode 4!

SEKAI’ICHI HATSUKOI, KOU YUKINA /SHOUTA KISA– My favourite Uke in the show; Kisa! He is so cute, he’s 30 but is mistaken to be younger because he has a baby face. He talks funny and cute; I mean he’s like a little boy. I’m dotting for him! His relationship hasn’t showed up in the show yet, and I don’t even know who’s Kou yet. Kisa is the guy that sits beside Ritsu, they are both editors. In wikipedia, it was stated that Kisa is someone who doesn’t think that he couldn’t be capable of a serious relationship, so he questions his love for Kou and doesn’t hold out much hope for them to be in a relationship. Where else, it is stated that Kou is willing to fight to make Kisa understand that the feelings between them are real and that Kisa is able to actually fall in love. Aww~ Well, based on the descriptions, I think this will be my favorite couple in this show. :)

JUNJOU ROMANTICA/EGOIST/TERRORIST (PURE/EGOIST/TERRORIST ROMANCE)

JUNJOU ROMANTICA, AKIHIKO USAMI (Seme)/ TAKAHASHI MISAKI (Uke) – It focuses on an 18 years old boy who had entrance exams to take so he ended up in his brother’s friend’s place, whom is Usami. Usami is supposed to tutor Misaki – Misaki founded out that Usami had a one-sided love for Misaki’s elder brother; Takahiro – and Misaki improved. In the first episode, it shows that Usami ‘attacked’ Misaki (not going in on the details) in Usami’s bedroom when Misaki first came to his house and found a Boys’ Love comic on the table, written by Usami with a pen name. The comic’s main characters consist of Usami and Takahiro’s name. Misaki is enraged because Usami uses his brother’s name in an inappropriate comic. Supposedly, after a while, Takahiro is getting engaged before Usami even confessed to him, in fear of ruining their friendship. Well, Takahiro is straight. He has a polite and pretty wife. Somewhere in the story, Usami loved Misaki instead of Takahiro.
Finally, the show came to a part I was anticipating for. I was waiting for Misaki to do the FIRST MOVE. And he did! In I think the last episode, where I was cheering, ‘Misaki, do it! Do it!’ I was so extremely happy, and Misaki looked so cute with the ‘I’ll do it this time, so please don’t tease me’ kinda look! My nose was practically spurting blood of happiness. (Sorry if I sound psycho) But then, in the end, Usami still takes the lead, indicating that he’ll let Misaki do it if Misaki ‘is prepared to do the first move’. I hope there’s a season 2. They are my favorite couple on Junjou, and they have a 10 year gap between them.

JUNJOU EGOIST, NOWAKI KUSAMA/KAMIJOU HIROKI – Hmm, the interesting couple. The couple that I liked to see the most, also considered as my favorite couple. You see, in this case, the attacker is the younger one while the passive one is older by 4 years. The passive guy, Hiroki, is a really bad tempered guy and a guy, who in my opinion, tries to hides his feelings for Nowaki (which means typhoon). He tries to argue back the things that embarrass him, but behind this façade, he’s actually a shy guy who gets flustered easily. His face is always getting red and he starts getting annoyed when Nowaki looks for him in his office, which is in a university. Nowaki always tries his best to match up to Hiroki’s standard in career and there was a time where Hiroki thought that Nowaki was going to leave him, when the truth is, Nowaki cramped his studies overseas into 1-2 years just so that he could come back faster to Hiroki. Well, my favorite part is in the library, because for once, Hiroki looked soft and helpless. >:D

JUNJOU TERRORIST, YOU MIYAGI/TAKATSUKI SHINOBU – I like this couple too. Seems like I like every couple in the Junjou series. Haiz… This case is about this 18 years old high school boy who barged into Miyagi’s life. But the catch here is; Shinobu was Miyagi’s brother-in-law before Miyagi divorces Shinobu’s sister. I suspect he’s straight but he teases Hiroki (Egoist) a lot, so he’s kinda suspicious. Years ago, Miyagi fell in love with his high school teacher who had to quit teaching because she’s really sick. Miyagi visited her often and takes care of her. The teacher told him to let go even though she knows the fact that he loves her, because she knows that if she dies, he’s going to suffer the loss.
Being stubborn and true to his heart, Miyagi held on until the day of her death. The teacher’s parents’ painstakingly told Miyagi, ‘Just let go. Our daughter’s dead now’.Miyagi still loved her ‘till now, which is over 10 years. Miyagi’s feelings toward Shinobu was unwaveringly ignorant. He doesn’t want to be in a relationship with Shinobu, when actually Miyagi loves Shinobu, except that he hasn’t gotten over the teacher. The teacher had asked him to relief himself from her and leads a good life, but he refused. So there was a time where Shinobu had to fly back to America or something which is where he came from before he came to Japan to see Miyagi. Miyagi requested the teacher to forgive him for loving Shinobu while running to the airport.When he arrives; he stops Shinobu and told him not to leave. Shinobu cried on the airport, well, quite loudly and walk to the exit of the airport with his head down sobbing while holding onto Miyagi’s clothes whom was holding his trolley luggage. Hmm, cute.

The Internet connection is back after 2 days. Phew...

We have a holiday for Hari Malaysia yesterday and I went to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0. It was a nice show and it's hilarious. I love the part where the main character (Hero Huang) and a girl went to the 1st place to learn how to cook the Nasi Lemak, because Hero's shop closed down.

When they arrived in Malacca, the place was like a mansion. It's quiet and creepy, they called out but nobody was home. And there's where it becomes scary. They felt something ran across the door in white and someone passed behind them. To the audience it was not so scary as compared to if you are the one experiencing that.

The music was loud and I covered my face with my jacket, when suddenly, the music stopped and the two things that had been flitting stood behind them. It was a Nyonya couple. But 2 of the cast are men, so the wife had to cross-dress.

I thought that after this, everything will be okay, but no. The girl went to the bathroom to brush her teeth when suddenly she saw a pair of leg and a red dress. She looked up and someone's hanging there, so she screamed. It was the wife.

So the girl went out and reported this to Hero, but he said that it was just her imagination. Hero look up slowly - a scared expression - and turned around. The girl felt suspicious so she turned too. Then, there was a Chinese zombie standing there.

They agreed to stay for 5 days to learn. They sat at the dinner table, starting to eat their dinners when the light went out. When it comes back on, they saw 2 woods, the kind of wood that Chinese uses to replace tombstones, like an altar. They screamed and drove off. Actually, the couple were bored so they decided to prank people. They only stayed for 2 days.

I think if I ever experience this situation, I would stand there and go mental.

Hey! Today I finally finished my first novel! Imagine writing your own book! I am so happy and proud of myself. *beams* Even though it has only 9 chapters and roughly 54 pages, I hope people will enjoy it. Thank you. *bows*

Oh, and I'd started learning KARA's Jumping dance and SS501's Love Like This and A Song Calling For You!