Sorry~ Long time no post...

Forgive me readers for not posting for so long. I was lazy...

SO... I don't know what I want to talk about, so maybe I'll talk of the mysterious brother that appears in my dream recently this year...

At the starting of the year, around April, I suddenly wished to have a brother. I imagine him to be the brother that I've always wanted. Until, 1 day, a mysterious boy around 15 to 16 years old appeared in my dream. I was with him. He was teaching and encouraging me to do something. He smiled to me and he do stuff that I wanted my brother to do.

At first, I wasn't suspicious that he appeared in my dreams. He appeared a second time in my dreams around September. This time, I was in a white hole. I saw the brother and a boy around 17 to 18 years old. They were fighting. The boy is holding a LONG sword while the brother is holding a shorter one.

I didn't want my brother to get killed, so I ran over to them and stand between them. Now, I'm face to face with the boy. That means my brother is behind me. I realised that the boy had yellow stripes on his face, like a tiger's stripes. His hair was seperated to the right. He push his sword against mine, and I found out that I was holding a sword- a short one, even shorter than my brother's. I must have been around my feet's size.

The boy told me to buzz off if I didn't want to get killed, but I refuses to budge. Then I sensed his aura. I realised that his aura is saying that it's not him who wanted to kill my brother, but someone instructed him to. I feel so sorry for him. He had a painful look on his face.

Then my brother came to the rescue and stand beside me. We defeat the boy together, but I don't know who wins because then I got up. So shitty...

I dreamed of him for the third time is in the white hole as well. Me and Dion is standing opposite to each other, around 15 meters away. I saw brother standing in the middle looking sad. He was wearing a white T-shirt, a black pants, white socks and a black shoe. his face had gotten clearer. I wanted to see his face clearer and then I got up...

The 4th time is the last time I dreamt of him. I was also n the white hole. I was kneeling on the ground when I saw someone approching me. He kneeled down beside-behind me. It was brother. he put his hands on my shoulders. Then I was looking at myself and brother at another point of view. He came closer and said something to me. I was half in my body near the brother and half inside the me that was looking at us. But I know that he was telling me something encouraging. Then I woke up.

I was thinking all the time: Who could he be? What could he be saying to me? And who is the boy with yellow stripes on his face? Maybe they came from another dimensions? I'll never know, or maybe I will...

Anyway, today I went to IOI Mall's Popular bookstore. I was reading The Charm Club when I say a family- mother, father and son. The son look like someone from my kindergarten. He was probably my first 'like'. If it was really him, I would have preferred his kindergarten look.

My school is on holiday now...

Bye~