PMR Results...

Thursday
22/12/2011
21:48pm

Apparently, my PMR results aren't that great... :( I feel so somber and sad... Out of 7 subjects, I got 2As, 3Bs and 2Cs. well, I'm lucky that my Cs does not overpower my Bs. Now listening to Yuki Kajiura's 'Little One, So Sweet - Rainbow - Lost Wings'. The title is really suitable for my mood now, but the song is actually cute and jumpy at the start but now it became sentimental... OTZ

Omg, I love this music. The front reminds me of the joy before reaching out for the results and now, the music reminds me of the horrific moment when I saw my results and thought that it was a mixed-up case. I have even been thinking to sms to the goverment for the confirmation of the marks. But I didn't.

I did sobbed a little because of shock, and in front of Mei Thoong's mom at that. I didn't regret it, at least not as much as I think. Why is the music changing! Now it's suits my after effect mood. OTZ Music box version. Ahh, it ended.

Now it's 'A Song of Storm and Fire' live version. I chose the playlist in Youtube. Gives me hope somehow... I'm just babbling right now... Now's the violin solo part. Why am I writing the songs out... I guess I'll just write it based on how the songs compliment my feelings. It sounds like 'Standup. You can do it. Next year.' Omg, what am I saying...

I'm getting weird. Oh, Dion got 5As and 2Bs respectively. I think she deserves it. I am beginning to think if different classes really affects the marks. I know very well that I've tried my best and I'll accept whatever the outcome may be.

'Mezame' is playing now, no idea what it meant. I recommend you check Yuki Kajiura's songs out. They're nice~ I'm like writing one paragraph per song... That's how I felt. This song makes me reflect upon myself. Since yesterday, I told myself that no matter what happened, I shall accept it and head on. Today I found that I accept it a whole lot better than I thought. I realised that I could try all over again next year. :) So, no worries. I'll take that results paper as my burning fuel for next year, my motivation.

Now's 'Yami no Prologue' for the animation 'Crisis Core'. Well, as expected, I got A for English and surprisingly the other for MATHS. Never would have imagined since my Maths is always C. It's a short song.

Now is 'Bloody Rabbit' from Pandora Hearts! No wonder it's so familiar. The 3Bs is for Geography, Science and Malay. C is for History and Kemahiran Hidup Bersekutu. My 2 weakest subjects. Kemahiran Hidup Bersekutu (KHB) means something like home skills. Oh, random, I had a Youtube account :AngelofMagick, which I don't use. OTZ

'To Nowhere' is playing. I think I heard that song before. So, next year's the time to face head on to whatever it may be! I asked Yong Jin to be my half-tutor, seeing that he has 7As, straight As. I wanna be stronger next year and be no longer the frightened me. Hah, so much for the motivational talk, let's see 2 years later...

'Will' is playing. All this songs belongs to Kajiura-san. Anyway, I don't wanna be scared of braces next year if I'm even gonna wear one. I think I will, my teeth is not that nice... I want to be more fearless that I'd ever be and shape myself up for my future even though I know no goals... OTZ 'Tsuyoku naru!', I want to be stronger! But there's always 2 thing that turns me off; Sports Day and Road Run Day. Arghhh!!!

Listening to 'Noir'. And now 'Morning Moon'. It's Kobato's amv they're playing now. Ahh, they are showing the last 2 episode!!! It's so sad!!! I think I had enough of talking... Bye bye~~