Love!

Hahaha, a really weird topic for me. How does it feel to love someone? Not just as a mere crush. I don't really have the courage to like any boys - or girls, jk! - I don't know why. Maybe its because if I like someone who is say 10 years older than me but only look 5 years older, I guess that can't be possible. T_T

And it would be awkward as hell. But thinking of it, I don't like boys my age too unless someone came around and... I don't know, haiz... Complicated. Haven't had a crush for I don't know how long and then I'm also refraining myself. How does it feel? Guess I'll just have to find out. :D







Aren't they cute? Last specky!!! Though I may be excited - which I always do when I see cute people - I always keep it in my mind that I couldn't get them and keep on dreaming. God, why don't you give me the courage to like this people above?! Arghhh!!! When will my obsession turn to 3D!

They are so cute, but then I feel like some boys are too precious for me to even touch. OTZ... Too shiny to look at. Haiz... When will I have the courage and determination to have a long-term love on someone realistic...